My first thought, though redundant, is... I can't believe how long it's been since my last update!
If my daughter had lived she would be ten years old and I still picture her as the newborn baby that took her last breath in my arms.
I miss my mom and my husband.
It's been two years since I lost him and I'm still not sure I can do this alone.
I know that the bible forewarned me but... it's still shocking when the ones that hurt you the most are members of your own household, your own family.
I really, really miss my friends.
I love. I do. After all the hurt common sense would help me reason that without love there would be so much less hurt. But I can't help it... I love! And I love to love.
I am blessed.
It's freezing here!
So much going on inside. Can't be put into words. Is this sanity?