Random Thoughts

My first thought, though redundant, is... I can't believe how long it's been since my last update!

Sorry

If my daughter had lived she would be ten years old and I still picture her as the newborn baby that took her last breath in my arms.

I miss my mom and my husband.

It's been two years since I lost him and I'm still not sure I can do this alone.

I know that the bible forewarned me but... it's still shocking when the ones that hurt you the most are members of your own household, your own family.

I really, really miss my friends.

I love. I do. After all the hurt common sense would help me reason that without love there would be so much less hurt. But I can't help it... I love! And I love to love.

I am blessed.

It's freezing here!

So much going on inside. Can't be put into words. Is this sanity?