Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Random Thoughts

My first thought, though redundant, is... I can't believe how long it's been since my last update!

Sorry

If my daughter had lived she would be ten years old and I still picture her as the newborn baby that took her last breath in my arms.

I miss my mom and my husband.

It's been two years since I lost him and I'm still not sure I can do this alone.

I know that the bible forewarned me but... it's still shocking when the ones that hurt you the most are members of your own household, your own family.

I really, really miss my friends.

I love. I do. After all the hurt common sense would help me reason that without love there would be so much less hurt. But I can't help it... I love! And I love to love.

I am blessed.

It's freezing here!

So much going on inside. Can't be put into words. Is this sanity?

4 comments:

Susan said...

I'm so glad to here your voice again. It's been WAY TOO LONG!!!

Bartholomew said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I do not know you and you do not know me but while I was cruzing through different blogs, yours touched me.
I saw that you mentioned the bible and I am a lover of the word of God. I would like to leave you some scriptures that may comfort you.
Acts 24:15 They will live again.
Ecclesiastes 9:5,10 They are not in any pain.
Revelation 21:3,4 Things are going to get better.
Psalm 34:18 God cares for you.
James 4:8, Psalm 55:22

Tracey - Just Another Mommy Blog said...

My gosh, 2 YEARS? Time is a strange thing... Thinking of you.

Margaret said...

Dear Ruby
Please feel hugged!

From over here, another lover of Jehovah