Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Random Thoughts

My first thought, though redundant, is... I can't believe how long it's been since my last update!


If my daughter had lived she would be ten years old and I still picture her as the newborn baby that took her last breath in my arms.

I miss my mom and my husband.

It's been two years since I lost him and I'm still not sure I can do this alone.

I know that the bible forewarned me but... it's still shocking when the ones that hurt you the most are members of your own household, your own family.

I really, really miss my friends.

I love. I do. After all the hurt common sense would help me reason that without love there would be so much less hurt. But I can't help it... I love! And I love to love.

I am blessed.

It's freezing here!

So much going on inside. Can't be put into words. Is this sanity?


Susan said...

I'm so glad to here your voice again. It's been WAY TOO LONG!!!

Bartholomew said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I do not know you and you do not know me but while I was cruzing through different blogs, yours touched me.
I saw that you mentioned the bible and I am a lover of the word of God. I would like to leave you some scriptures that may comfort you.
Acts 24:15 They will live again.
Ecclesiastes 9:5,10 They are not in any pain.
Revelation 21:3,4 Things are going to get better.
Psalm 34:18 God cares for you.
James 4:8, Psalm 55:22

Tracey - Just Another Mommy Blog said...

My gosh, 2 YEARS? Time is a strange thing... Thinking of you.

Margaret said...

Dear Ruby
Please feel hugged!

From over here, another lover of Jehovah